There is a debt to be paid

I have cried every day for two years.
Raise your hand if you can say that. I. have. cried. every. day. without. fail. for. two. years.
Very bad things happened to me and against me.
In trying to get to a place where I could function (I did not even have "healing" or "joy" or really "living" as a goal. We're talking FUNCTION here people)I embarked on a journey that led me to a 3rd or 4th generation Curanderra. A book about shamanic journeys, and a shamanic healer. Finally it led me to a woman who does distance healings that can clear up...oh..about 12 centuries worth of bullshit.
I learned that my suffering was all part of a greater plan. (More than I could ever imagine). I learned I was being haunted. (But that one I already knew about). I learned the people who should be closest to you can have been put there to abuse you so that YOU COULD HEAL THEM. (The WTF file grows). But enough about my whining. Let's start with Francesca..